Friday, December 16, 2011
Gardem es Calumbibit
Maybe, it all starts with insecurities. I
have been reflecting by myself ever since my last blog entry. Oo, sa utak ko
lang; pag mag-isa lang ako; pag nakatunganga ako; pag nagsspace out ako. Never
really wanted to talk about it with anybody dahil magmumukha na naman ako
engot. So, I just compile my thoughts and try to organize it. And voila, I have
concluded it starts with insecurities.
Wala akong nagagawang improvements sa sarili
ko dahil masyado ako walang tiwala sa sarili ko. Siguro, it is rooted with the
way I grew up with my family. Everytime I do something, most of time I always
get reprimanded. That’s why as I was growing up, I have resorted to keep my
thoughts on my own. And unsurprisingly, it still is evident today. Kaya siguro
mahina ang loob ko. Hindi ko mapanindigan ang mga bagay-bagay. Walang
confidence. May pag-aalinlangan. And I hate it.
Yun lang. I just want to say that it’s all
about my insecurities. Kaya hindi ako makausad sa buhay-buhay.
PS: I have been very straight to the point
now kasi sobrang awkward mag-blog sa computer lab! BV.
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
I Am My Hair
Lady Gaga deserves to be mentioned in this particular blog entry. It is true, then, your hair defines yourself. And right now, I am my hair. Nabasa ko recently sa isang tweet, na kapag nagpagupit ka raw ng buhok, may pagmo-move-on na nagaganap. Pero sabi ko naman, para sa mga babae lang ata iyon. Dahil natural naman sa kanila ang may mahabang buhok. Pero na-realize ko, ngayong taon (2011) tatlong beses pa lang akong nagpapagupit. At ang huli at last week. I therefore reflect. Dahil sa 3 times pa lang, ibig sabihin ba may significance ang haircut sa buhay ko these past few months...
At first though, meron nga. My first haircut for the year was for a change. Sawang-sawa na ako sa buhok na barber's, sa buhok na common, sa buhok na buhok for 19 years. My second haircut, 3 months ago, was something unusual. Nagpagupit ako para maging mas kamukha ko pa ang isa kong new friend at para mas magustuhan pa ako ng taong gusto ko. And my last haircut last week was both satisfying and not. I couldn't help but think the association of my haircut with the status of my life.
Parang gusto kong kalbuhin ang sarili ko. Gusto kong mag reincarnate. Gusto kong ihugas lahat ng dumi. Gusto ko nang rebirth. Which is impossible, kaya dumaan na lang ako sa Bench Fix salon on a rainy weekday para lang matugunan ang need ko to feel new. Kahit biglang umulan ng sobrang lakas sa Katipunan, wala akong pakialam. I need to feel refreshed.
So far, positive reviews naman ang bago kong haircut. It gave me confidence. It gave me an attitude. Mas sumisipag ako. Mas hindi ako nahihiya. I feel better.
But in the middle of this all lies the fact that haircuts imply "moving on" and I don't want to accept that fact. I always kept on saying "I will never move on" but here I am having a haircut.
Nakaka-bitter. May mga pakiramdam talagang kailangan mong maramdaman kahit ayaw mo--and for me now, that is moving on. But who knows? Buhok lang naman 'to. Buhok na pwedeng gupitin kahit kailan, sa kahit na anong dahilan. So now, I want to declare that haircuts will never declare my feelings or my status in life. Sorry Lady Gaga, but for now, I can't seem to imagine that my hair is expressing what I feel.
Ang labo ng entry na 'to...
At first though, meron nga. My first haircut for the year was for a change. Sawang-sawa na ako sa buhok na barber's, sa buhok na common, sa buhok na buhok for 19 years. My second haircut, 3 months ago, was something unusual. Nagpagupit ako para maging mas kamukha ko pa ang isa kong new friend at para mas magustuhan pa ako ng taong gusto ko. And my last haircut last week was both satisfying and not. I couldn't help but think the association of my haircut with the status of my life.
Parang gusto kong kalbuhin ang sarili ko. Gusto kong mag reincarnate. Gusto kong ihugas lahat ng dumi. Gusto ko nang rebirth. Which is impossible, kaya dumaan na lang ako sa Bench Fix salon on a rainy weekday para lang matugunan ang need ko to feel new. Kahit biglang umulan ng sobrang lakas sa Katipunan, wala akong pakialam. I need to feel refreshed.
So far, positive reviews naman ang bago kong haircut. It gave me confidence. It gave me an attitude. Mas sumisipag ako. Mas hindi ako nahihiya. I feel better.
But in the middle of this all lies the fact that haircuts imply "moving on" and I don't want to accept that fact. I always kept on saying "I will never move on" but here I am having a haircut.
Nakaka-bitter. May mga pakiramdam talagang kailangan mong maramdaman kahit ayaw mo--and for me now, that is moving on. But who knows? Buhok lang naman 'to. Buhok na pwedeng gupitin kahit kailan, sa kahit na anong dahilan. So now, I want to declare that haircuts will never declare my feelings or my status in life. Sorry Lady Gaga, but for now, I can't seem to imagine that my hair is expressing what I feel.
Ang labo ng entry na 'to...
Sunday, November 6, 2011
And wait some more...
Just got home from Cantina and I really feel this is the right time to say anything... anything! I am kind of tipsy right now, but I truly don't care. Masyado nang maraming bagay ang nasa utak ko, para pa itago ko ito dito. They need to be written. They need to be read, if someone else would. They need to be said.
At Cantina, we had this game called '15 Questions' and obviously, the goal of the game is to ask a particular person 15 questions (or how many questions you like him/her to be asked about). And this is the game that all of us must undergo, especially if you are a true member of this organization. I was interviewed in this game 2 years ago (around Jan 2010), and I certainly forgot what the questions were.
Anyway, the point is: tonight made me think a looot! I started to think about GIVING UP. This is something I always said I wouldn't do. But it kept me thinking: I always got the feeling na ipinagtatabuyan na ako in a VERY subtle way. It's hard to assume. But I always have this feeling--hearing a voice that says "tama na"--it might be taking too much, not of my time, but of my emotions, my thoughts. Masyado ko nang pinagtutuunan ng pansin. "Alam mo naman kung ano'ng ibig niyang sabihin," says this voice.
But I DO NOT WANT to give up. Everytime I think of giving up, I also think of the fact that there is always a chance, but it has a very low probability. Nakakawalang-gana. Kung sa lotto, bumili ako ng isang daang ticket na iba-iba ang comibation ng numbers. Masyadong maraming ticket 'yon. Pero alam mo sa loob-loob mo, kulang pa rin 'yan sa milyong posibilidad na maaaring manalo. Too much effort, but there are MILLIONS of possibilities. That's the perfect analogy.
Nakakawalang-gana.
But then again, I admit I haven't tried hard enough. Kumbaga sa lotto ulit, kaya ko namang bumili ng isang milyong ticket, ba't isang daan lang? Vague, I know. But, I got my own point. Haha.
The most interesting moment for me was when I was asked if I really love/loved him.
And I perfectly know what to say. And that is what is on my mind for the rest of this journey. Love is too much of a word. I conditioned myself way before: I will only love somebody if he/she made me better--in all aspects. Has he/she helped me in a LOT of ways? And the answer is NO. But the thing is: nandoon na, eh. Nasa tuktok na ng process of falling in love. Nasa rurok na. Nasa peak na. I was in the process of fully loving him, because he actually makes me what I want to become (and this is another story I won't delve into). But then, he suddenly releases. That hurts. Bumitaw bigla. And I don't have the slightest idea. MALABO, kung sa Filipino slang.
And so, Giving Up is not so far away. It will always be an option, but I really don't have the clue of what is the answer. Sabi nga sa kanta para sa susunod na produksyon:
But then, I guess I just have to wait. And wait some more. And tell myself for awhile: All is well.
And then, start to work again.
Eveything is open.
At Cantina, we had this game called '15 Questions' and obviously, the goal of the game is to ask a particular person 15 questions (or how many questions you like him/her to be asked about). And this is the game that all of us must undergo, especially if you are a true member of this organization. I was interviewed in this game 2 years ago (around Jan 2010), and I certainly forgot what the questions were.
Anyway, the point is: tonight made me think a looot! I started to think about GIVING UP. This is something I always said I wouldn't do. But it kept me thinking: I always got the feeling na ipinagtatabuyan na ako in a VERY subtle way. It's hard to assume. But I always have this feeling--hearing a voice that says "tama na"--it might be taking too much, not of my time, but of my emotions, my thoughts. Masyado ko nang pinagtutuunan ng pansin. "Alam mo naman kung ano'ng ibig niyang sabihin," says this voice.
But I DO NOT WANT to give up. Everytime I think of giving up, I also think of the fact that there is always a chance, but it has a very low probability. Nakakawalang-gana. Kung sa lotto, bumili ako ng isang daang ticket na iba-iba ang comibation ng numbers. Masyadong maraming ticket 'yon. Pero alam mo sa loob-loob mo, kulang pa rin 'yan sa milyong posibilidad na maaaring manalo. Too much effort, but there are MILLIONS of possibilities. That's the perfect analogy.
Nakakawalang-gana.
But then again, I admit I haven't tried hard enough. Kumbaga sa lotto ulit, kaya ko namang bumili ng isang milyong ticket, ba't isang daan lang? Vague, I know. But, I got my own point. Haha.
The most interesting moment for me was when I was asked if I really love/loved him.
And I perfectly know what to say. And that is what is on my mind for the rest of this journey. Love is too much of a word. I conditioned myself way before: I will only love somebody if he/she made me better--in all aspects. Has he/she helped me in a LOT of ways? And the answer is NO. But the thing is: nandoon na, eh. Nasa tuktok na ng process of falling in love. Nasa rurok na. Nasa peak na. I was in the process of fully loving him, because he actually makes me what I want to become (and this is another story I won't delve into). But then, he suddenly releases. That hurts. Bumitaw bigla. And I don't have the slightest idea. MALABO, kung sa Filipino slang.
And so, Giving Up is not so far away. It will always be an option, but I really don't have the clue of what is the answer. Sabi nga sa kanta para sa susunod na produksyon:
Haaay, nakakaloko...
Haaay, nakakahilo...
Haaay, nakakabaliw...
But then, I guess I just have to wait. And wait some more. And tell myself for awhile: All is well.
And then, start to work again.
Eveything is open.
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
It could have been better.
Malapit na ako sa point ng "ayoko na". Pero sobrang layo pa.
Ang hirap bitawan ang isang bagay na alam mo namang hindi mo talaga bibitawan, pero alam mong dapat bumibitaw ka na. So much effort has been done, wasted or not. So much first times have been made, but not really appreciated, I don't know. Sabi ko sa sarili ko, hindi ako bibitaw, kebs lang. Kasi nga parati ko namang sinasabi sa sarili ko na napakaswerte ng mamahalin ko, kasi alam kong napakaganda kong magmahal. But yes, this is the point where everything seems to be so useless. Para sa akin, ang taas ng effort ko. Pero kasi baka sa iba, kulang na kulang pa ang ginagawa ko.
Nakakaiyak na siya. Pero yung tipong, di naman kailangan iyakan. Nakakasayang lang lahat. Ang dami kong gustong baguhin, pero di ko mapin-point kung anong mali sa mga hakbang na ginawa ko. O baka naman, mali talaga sa umpisa kung sino itong pinagtutuunan ko ng pansin.
Parati na lang.
Ang pinaka-issue ko lang naman dito ay ang pagbitaw niya kung kailan siguradong sigurado na ako. Nakaka-hurt. Ang ganda na ng simula eh. Tapos nasa climax na, biglang bibitaw. :( So unfair. Pero hindi naman ako pwedeng manumbat, dahil wala namang commitment in the first place. Dapat kasi, nililinaw ko sa umpisa pa lang.
Pero kahit ano mang nangyayari ngayon, I firmly believe, this relationship could have been better. Or would have been better. Kumbaga sa mga artista, may potensyal ito. It is really heartbreaking to think, na pagbumitaw ako, may pagsisisi sa huli, na sana ipagpatuloy ko pa 'to. Pero nakakawalang-gana na kasi.
Confusing. 'Di ko na alam battle plans ko. In the end, ayaw ko pa rin talagang bumitaw. I don't want. Pero wala naman rin akong ginagawa...
The point is... I have come to love you. Ayan, nasambit ko na. I love you. :)
Till next time...
Ang hirap bitawan ang isang bagay na alam mo namang hindi mo talaga bibitawan, pero alam mong dapat bumibitaw ka na. So much effort has been done, wasted or not. So much first times have been made, but not really appreciated, I don't know. Sabi ko sa sarili ko, hindi ako bibitaw, kebs lang. Kasi nga parati ko namang sinasabi sa sarili ko na napakaswerte ng mamahalin ko, kasi alam kong napakaganda kong magmahal. But yes, this is the point where everything seems to be so useless. Para sa akin, ang taas ng effort ko. Pero kasi baka sa iba, kulang na kulang pa ang ginagawa ko.
Nakakaiyak na siya. Pero yung tipong, di naman kailangan iyakan. Nakakasayang lang lahat. Ang dami kong gustong baguhin, pero di ko mapin-point kung anong mali sa mga hakbang na ginawa ko. O baka naman, mali talaga sa umpisa kung sino itong pinagtutuunan ko ng pansin.
Parati na lang.
Ang pinaka-issue ko lang naman dito ay ang pagbitaw niya kung kailan siguradong sigurado na ako. Nakaka-hurt. Ang ganda na ng simula eh. Tapos nasa climax na, biglang bibitaw. :( So unfair. Pero hindi naman ako pwedeng manumbat, dahil wala namang commitment in the first place. Dapat kasi, nililinaw ko sa umpisa pa lang.
Pero kahit ano mang nangyayari ngayon, I firmly believe, this relationship could have been better. Or would have been better. Kumbaga sa mga artista, may potensyal ito. It is really heartbreaking to think, na pagbumitaw ako, may pagsisisi sa huli, na sana ipagpatuloy ko pa 'to. Pero nakakawalang-gana na kasi.
Confusing. 'Di ko na alam battle plans ko. In the end, ayaw ko pa rin talagang bumitaw. I don't want. Pero wala naman rin akong ginagawa...
The point is... I have come to love you. Ayan, nasambit ko na. I love you. :)
Till next time...
Tuesday, September 6, 2011
zomba!
Nakakatuwa! Nanood kami ng Zombadings 1: Patayin sa Shokot si Remington! And may I say, nagandahan talaga ako sa pelikulang ito!PS: PAYONG. :> Oo, payong. Salamat at hindi ako nagdala ng payong, hahaha. Salamat at umulan ng malakas. Salamat sa payong niya. :>
Sunday, September 4, 2011
Thursday, September 1, 2011
Sa Kalye
Yesterday was the first ever scriptwriting workshop for the season. Tapos naisipan ko lang sumali bilang project pala ito ng kumite ko at wala ang project heads nito. Kahit hindi dumating ang original na speaker, naging successful naman ito dahil tinake over ng project head last year. At para sa akin, ito ay successful talaga dahil pagkatapos ng workshop na ito, napagdesisyunan kong magsulat para sa susunod na taon. Hindi ko alam kung mapupull-off ko pero why not try diba?
Gusto ko palang ibahagi ang nagawa kong 10-line dialogue exercise na tanging exercise na nagawa namin kahapon na pinamagatang 'Sa Kalye'.
Gusto ko palang ibahagi ang nagawa kong 10-line dialogue exercise na tanging exercise na nagawa namin kahapon na pinamagatang 'Sa Kalye'.
Sa
Kalye
A, mas matured at iniisip ang consequences, ngunit may mga ‘what if’s siya
sa buhay niya, sumisigurado, importante ang bukas
B, impulsive, what you see is what you get, walang pakialam kung sigurado
o hindi, importante ang ngayon
A: Bakit? Bakit ako?
B: Hindi ko alam.
A: We have all the time.
B: Anong ibig mong sabihin? Time?
Ngayong gabi? O sa buong buhay natin?
A: Sa buong buhay natin.
B: Anong ibig sabihin noon?
(katahimikan)
A: Ah, wala. (katahimikan,
realization)
B: So, ano na?
A: Hindi ko alam kung anong
nararamdaman ko.
B: Ako, alam na alam ko.
Gustung-gusto ko 'tong i-share sa kanya dahil sobrang siya yung iniisip ko habang sinusulat ko ito. But then, bahala na haha.
Basta natitiyak ako na magiging exciting ang pagsusulat ka sa taong ito.
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
3:03am
Muli na naman akong magsusulat. Ayoko na sanang magblog ever pero natatakot lang ako na makalimutan ang mga bagay-bagay.
Marami akong first time ngayon mga panahong ito. At dahil sa mga first time na ito, marami akong takot na nararamdaman. Maraming mga insecurities. Maraming mga alalahanin. Kaya sa bawat pag-aalala ko, iniisip ko na lang ang mga sumusunod na mga pangyayari, para hindi ko makalimutan misan, may pag-asa pa talaga :)
UNA
Naglaba kami ng mga kasuotan para sa produksyon. At kaming dalawa lang, pumunta kami sa dorm sa floor kung saan yung room ko. At dahil basang-basa ako pagkatapos namin maglaba, sabi ko saglit lang ako pupunta sa kwarto ko parang magbihis at mag-ayos. Medyo natagalan ako. At paglabas na paglabas ko sa kwarto ko, nakita niya ako. At dahil nalaman niya na kung saan mismo yung kwarto ko, bigla ko siyang hinarang nang mapansin kong papalapit na siya sa may pintuan. Sinanday ko ang kamay ko sa pader, at biglang sinabing "So, ano na?" Tapos may unting katahimakan. Awkward moment kumbaga. Tapos bigla ko na lang sinabi na, "Tara na, baba na tayo. Ayoko kasing makita ng ibang tao ang kwarto ko."
Yun pala ay iba ang pagkakaintindi niya sa eksenang iyon. Akala niya ay nilalandi ko siya.
IKALAWA
Huling gabi ng pagpapalabas na noon at binigyan ko siya ng bulaklak--kasabay ang isang note kung saan sinabi ko na "Kiss me at 2am, chos lang." Pagkatapos ang buong pagpapalabas at nang nagsisialisan na ang mga tao, bigla siyang lumapit sa akin at nagpasalamat. Sabay sinabi niya na "2am?" na may tango pa. Tapos tumango rin ako. Namatay ako.
At nang malapit nang mag 2am, hinding hindi talaga kami nag-uusap. Nang lumipas na ang 2am, nag-usap na kami. Pero wala talaga kaming pinag-uusapan dahil walang nagsasalita. Inabot kami ng halos isang oras. Nang 2:50am na, sabi niya "O, ano na? Mag 3am na." Sabi ko, "Edi 2:59am na lang para abot pa sa 2am." Tapos umamin na rin ako sa kanya. Pero hinalikan ko sya noong 3:03am. Pinakamagandang gabi sa buong buhay ko.
Pagkatapos ay pumasok na kami sa bahay kung saan marami pa rin tao. Dahil nang araw na iyon, panay ang pag-chos ko, at naiinis ako pag nasasabi ko iyon, humirit yung isang tao na pagnag-chos ako, hahalikan niya ako bawat pagchos. Hindi ko akalaing hahalikan niya ako ng 2 beses. Namatay na naman ako.
Pagkatapos noon, ay natulog na ako. Siya hindi. Pagkagising ko, nakita kong nakikipagkwentuhan siya sa mga taong hindi rin natulog o sadyang maagang nagising. At nalaman ko sa kakwentuhan niya yung mga pinag-usapan nila. Tinanong siya kung sino ang iniisip niya sa ngayon. "Who's in your mind? Give the first letter of the name." Tapos sabi niya, "Hindi letter, eh. Number." sabay gumawa siya ng number 3 sa kamay niya. Muli, namatay ako.
IKATLO
Magpapalabas na noon nang bigla niya akong binigyan ng inumin. Sabi ko "Talaga? Kanino galing?" Sabi niya, "Sakin." Namatay ako.
Tapos maya-maya, may pinakita siyang dalawang t-shirt. Isa may nakalagay na "knowledge" na may mukha ni Rizal, at ang isa nama'y may "revolution" na may mukha ni Bonifacio. Binahagi niya ang t-shirt na ito dahil nakita niya lang daw at binili niya. Maya-maya, binigay niya sakin yung isa. Namatay ako na naman.
Marami akong first time ngayon mga panahong ito. At dahil sa mga first time na ito, marami akong takot na nararamdaman. Maraming mga insecurities. Maraming mga alalahanin. Kaya sa bawat pag-aalala ko, iniisip ko na lang ang mga sumusunod na mga pangyayari, para hindi ko makalimutan misan, may pag-asa pa talaga :)
UNA
Naglaba kami ng mga kasuotan para sa produksyon. At kaming dalawa lang, pumunta kami sa dorm sa floor kung saan yung room ko. At dahil basang-basa ako pagkatapos namin maglaba, sabi ko saglit lang ako pupunta sa kwarto ko parang magbihis at mag-ayos. Medyo natagalan ako. At paglabas na paglabas ko sa kwarto ko, nakita niya ako. At dahil nalaman niya na kung saan mismo yung kwarto ko, bigla ko siyang hinarang nang mapansin kong papalapit na siya sa may pintuan. Sinanday ko ang kamay ko sa pader, at biglang sinabing "So, ano na?" Tapos may unting katahimakan. Awkward moment kumbaga. Tapos bigla ko na lang sinabi na, "Tara na, baba na tayo. Ayoko kasing makita ng ibang tao ang kwarto ko."
Yun pala ay iba ang pagkakaintindi niya sa eksenang iyon. Akala niya ay nilalandi ko siya.
IKALAWA
Huling gabi ng pagpapalabas na noon at binigyan ko siya ng bulaklak--kasabay ang isang note kung saan sinabi ko na "Kiss me at 2am, chos lang." Pagkatapos ang buong pagpapalabas at nang nagsisialisan na ang mga tao, bigla siyang lumapit sa akin at nagpasalamat. Sabay sinabi niya na "2am?" na may tango pa. Tapos tumango rin ako. Namatay ako.
At nang malapit nang mag 2am, hinding hindi talaga kami nag-uusap. Nang lumipas na ang 2am, nag-usap na kami. Pero wala talaga kaming pinag-uusapan dahil walang nagsasalita. Inabot kami ng halos isang oras. Nang 2:50am na, sabi niya "O, ano na? Mag 3am na." Sabi ko, "Edi 2:59am na lang para abot pa sa 2am." Tapos umamin na rin ako sa kanya. Pero hinalikan ko sya noong 3:03am. Pinakamagandang gabi sa buong buhay ko.
Pagkatapos ay pumasok na kami sa bahay kung saan marami pa rin tao. Dahil nang araw na iyon, panay ang pag-chos ko, at naiinis ako pag nasasabi ko iyon, humirit yung isang tao na pagnag-chos ako, hahalikan niya ako bawat pagchos. Hindi ko akalaing hahalikan niya ako ng 2 beses. Namatay na naman ako.
Pagkatapos noon, ay natulog na ako. Siya hindi. Pagkagising ko, nakita kong nakikipagkwentuhan siya sa mga taong hindi rin natulog o sadyang maagang nagising. At nalaman ko sa kakwentuhan niya yung mga pinag-usapan nila. Tinanong siya kung sino ang iniisip niya sa ngayon. "Who's in your mind? Give the first letter of the name." Tapos sabi niya, "Hindi letter, eh. Number." sabay gumawa siya ng number 3 sa kamay niya. Muli, namatay ako.
IKATLO
Magpapalabas na noon nang bigla niya akong binigyan ng inumin. Sabi ko "Talaga? Kanino galing?" Sabi niya, "Sakin." Namatay ako.
Tapos maya-maya, may pinakita siyang dalawang t-shirt. Isa may nakalagay na "knowledge" na may mukha ni Rizal, at ang isa nama'y may "revolution" na may mukha ni Bonifacio. Binahagi niya ang t-shirt na ito dahil nakita niya lang daw at binili niya. Maya-maya, binigay niya sakin yung isa. Namatay ako na naman.
Sunday, May 22, 2011
surreal weekend (or, 8:30AM)
wala lang, trip ko lang yung word na surreal. paki mo ba. everytime i hear the word surreal, well recently lang talaga, i remember of Lady Gaga. she said in an interview na everytime she wakes up, she looks like a disaster queen or something like that kasi paggising niya raw ang gulo gulo ng buhok niya, tapos yung fake mole niya kung saan saan na nakasalpak sa mukha niya. pero hindi daw yun fake... surreal mole nya daw yun. so there it is.
but anyway, bakit surreal? why in the world. kasi sobrang weird ng feeling ko today. let's list down why.
first. it's been a week since the prod ended. and may i just say, isa lang talaga, HONESTLY, ang namimiss ko and i don't have to explain that (read: previous post). how can i say this? uhm, let's just say CHEERS-PARA-SA-MGA-UMAASA-PA-RIN. it's getting weird (and im liking it) that he texts me randomly at times. it's either he remembers me, or sadyang malandi lang talaga siya. but anyway, 8:30am is getting more special to me because he always texts at around 8:30am. well not always, twice that is. so makapal talaga mukha para sabihing special ang 8.30am kasi twice pa lang naman pala siyang nagtext ng 8.30am. okay, enough of 8.30am. basta ang point ng bullet number one ko ay: i fucking miss him. HAHAHA.
second. it's freaking exam week next week. so what do i expect, chill around??? no. i have to stick my butt on this friggin chair and friggin study 3 friggin subjects. it's worrying to imagine i dont get nervous right at this moment since i have three exams for the next 3 days. i should be panicking like .... @________@
third. it's the awesome DESIGN WORKSHOP. oo, awesome! awesomest! for the first in enta, may design workshop contest! ibang level na. di ko na mareach. may actual scale model talagang nagaganap. amazing. tapos ang point is, paramihan ng 'likes' sa facebook and whoever gets the highest number of likes, may prize!!!
fourth. my mother's birthday is tomorrow. and im not there at home. and i aint doing anything. so this means im feeling like a useless child right now. i feel sad. wala na akong magagawa.
fifth. so many org works. i cant focus. nalilito ako. sobrang dami. FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS!
sixth. watch TA's workshop. haha im tired to describe the workshop. basta maganda siya!
so bakit nga surreal!? kulit. ewan di ko talaga alam. masabi lang yung word. mapalalim lang ang depth ng post na ito. basta my point is: hindi ko alam kung anong dapat kong unang isipin among these bullet points. nalilito na ako sa mga bagay bagay. but anyways--cheers pa rin para sa mga umaasa!
p.s. actually, post lang naman ito ulit tungkol sa kanya. naglagay lang ako ng filler stories, para hindi halata na asang-asa ako nang sobra BWAHAHAHA. again, cheers para sa mga umaasa.
but anyway, bakit surreal? why in the world. kasi sobrang weird ng feeling ko today. let's list down why.
first. it's been a week since the prod ended. and may i just say, isa lang talaga, HONESTLY, ang namimiss ko and i don't have to explain that (read: previous post). how can i say this? uhm, let's just say CHEERS-PARA-SA-MGA-UMAASA-PA-RIN. it's getting weird (and im liking it) that he texts me randomly at times. it's either he remembers me, or sadyang malandi lang talaga siya. but anyway, 8:30am is getting more special to me because he always texts at around 8:30am. well not always, twice that is. so makapal talaga mukha para sabihing special ang 8.30am kasi twice pa lang naman pala siyang nagtext ng 8.30am. okay, enough of 8.30am. basta ang point ng bullet number one ko ay: i fucking miss him. HAHAHA.
second. it's freaking exam week next week. so what do i expect, chill around??? no. i have to stick my butt on this friggin chair and friggin study 3 friggin subjects. it's worrying to imagine i dont get nervous right at this moment since i have three exams for the next 3 days. i should be panicking like .... @________@
third. it's the awesome DESIGN WORKSHOP. oo, awesome! awesomest! for the first in enta, may design workshop contest! ibang level na. di ko na mareach. may actual scale model talagang nagaganap. amazing. tapos ang point is, paramihan ng 'likes' sa facebook and whoever gets the highest number of likes, may prize!!!
fourth. my mother's birthday is tomorrow. and im not there at home. and i aint doing anything. so this means im feeling like a useless child right now. i feel sad. wala na akong magagawa.
fifth. so many org works. i cant focus. nalilito ako. sobrang dami. FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS!
sixth. watch TA's workshop. haha im tired to describe the workshop. basta maganda siya!
so bakit nga surreal!? kulit. ewan di ko talaga alam. masabi lang yung word. mapalalim lang ang depth ng post na ito. basta my point is: hindi ko alam kung anong dapat kong unang isipin among these bullet points. nalilito na ako sa mga bagay bagay. but anyways--cheers pa rin para sa mga umaasa!
p.s. actually, post lang naman ito ulit tungkol sa kanya. naglagay lang ako ng filler stories, para hindi halata na asang-asa ako nang sobra BWAHAHAHA. again, cheers para sa mga umaasa.
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
in like at 3AM
just a random blog entry for now. i can't sleep and it's almost 3AM. hindi ako inaantok kasi natulog ako kaninang 3-8PM. and then a phone call woke me up-si david. and i really thought it was someone else calling me tapos sobra akong umasa, tapos si david lang pala. :)) nasa lobby na daw sya waiting for me, kasi pupunta kami sa burol ng lola ni nico. i was shocked kasi hindi ko alam na ngayon na pala yun. we arrived at the funeral around 9:30pm na ata yun. but anyway... let me get back to the topic of this entry.
since hindi nga ako makatulog, might as well talk about stuff na hindi ko masyadong kinukwento on a fine sunny day, or rather, HOT DAYS (read: summer! :S). right at this moment, or bago ko simulan ang pagsusulat ng entry na 'to, i kept on reading a blog of someone. and this someone i just met 4 weeks ago. and honestly, im so in like with him right now. oo inaamin ko na, gusto ko na sya. :| and ilang araw ko nang binabasa ang blog nya. in fact, almost everyday since i knew what his URL was. I'M FREAKING IN LIKE. pero wala akong magawa kasi may someone na siya.
since tapos na ang production, there is no reason for me to communicate with this person... except kung intentionally lalandiin ko siya... which i did. kakatext ko lang sa kanya kanina, but then he didn't reply. ako naman si KEBS lang kasi sino ba naman ako. HAHAHA.
pero nakakainis lang. kasi nasa stage na naman ako na pataas nang pataas ang momentum ng pagkagusto ko sa kanya. but then again, tapos na ang prod, so anong karapatan kong itext ko pa sya at kulitin pa. walang nang reason for us to be connected. the summer is almost over, it was just a 4-week relationship, that is professional relationship. and i do hope makita ko siya sa recweek (dahil sabi niya 'see you sa recweek' daw.)
as ive mentioned sa past entry ko: ayoko nang ikwento pa ang mga bagay na ito sa mga tao kasi magmumukha na naman akong umaasa. umaasa sa wala. parati na lang. /wrist /wrist :)) actually nagfail na nga ako eh. kasi supposedly ayaw kong may makaalam na type ko talaga tong tao na to, kasi the moment na may makaalam, nasspoil ang likeness ko sa kanya HAHAHA. PERO FAIL. SOBRANG FAIL. to the point na nanominate kami as BEST LOVE TEAM. sobrang fail. tapos may awkward moments pa minsan. epic fail. nawala tuloy yung cool friendship.
now the question is: kelan ko ulit siya makaka encounter???
wala na ako masabi at this point, but i really want to write and write stuff about this person. bakit ba kasi ang bilis mag fall sa kanya. pakshet. GRR. but anyways, id like to share what this person texted me:
i dont know why or how, but this killed me. figuratively. namatay ako sa tuwa. hindi ko alam kung bakit ako yung nagturo sa kanya. dahil ba ito sa "mini" lecture ko about being a stage manager noong first day of rehearsals? dahil ba to sa text messages na puro kalandian na sinesend ko sa kanya HAHAHA? bakit kaya? but then, sana maging masaya nga siya sa bagong buhay na tinutukoy niya. ironically, hindi ko alam kung anong problema niya sa buhay. hindi naman siya nagkkwento sakin. but because of me stalking skills, may idea ako ng kaunti. just kept on reading his blog everytime nagpprocrastinate ako.
if ever he reads this, please be advised that i do like you. very much. and im looking forward to when we will meet again. if you recweek, then im so excited for recweek. but for now, im locking up my feelings. kumbaga sa plurk ng sinaunang panahon, iffreeze ko muna yung emotions ko para pagnakita ulit tayo, parang di nawala ang likeness ko for you. SHEEET HAHAHA.
cheers para sa mga umaasa! :)))
since hindi nga ako makatulog, might as well talk about stuff na hindi ko masyadong kinukwento on a fine sunny day, or rather, HOT DAYS (read: summer! :S). right at this moment, or bago ko simulan ang pagsusulat ng entry na 'to, i kept on reading a blog of someone. and this someone i just met 4 weeks ago. and honestly, im so in like with him right now. oo inaamin ko na, gusto ko na sya. :| and ilang araw ko nang binabasa ang blog nya. in fact, almost everyday since i knew what his URL was. I'M FREAKING IN LIKE. pero wala akong magawa kasi may someone na siya.
since tapos na ang production, there is no reason for me to communicate with this person... except kung intentionally lalandiin ko siya... which i did. kakatext ko lang sa kanya kanina, but then he didn't reply. ako naman si KEBS lang kasi sino ba naman ako. HAHAHA.
pero nakakainis lang. kasi nasa stage na naman ako na pataas nang pataas ang momentum ng pagkagusto ko sa kanya. but then again, tapos na ang prod, so anong karapatan kong itext ko pa sya at kulitin pa. walang nang reason for us to be connected. the summer is almost over, it was just a 4-week relationship, that is professional relationship. and i do hope makita ko siya sa recweek (dahil sabi niya 'see you sa recweek' daw.)
as ive mentioned sa past entry ko: ayoko nang ikwento pa ang mga bagay na ito sa mga tao kasi magmumukha na naman akong umaasa. umaasa sa wala. parati na lang. /wrist /wrist :)) actually nagfail na nga ako eh. kasi supposedly ayaw kong may makaalam na type ko talaga tong tao na to, kasi the moment na may makaalam, nasspoil ang likeness ko sa kanya HAHAHA. PERO FAIL. SOBRANG FAIL. to the point na nanominate kami as BEST LOVE TEAM. sobrang fail. tapos may awkward moments pa minsan. epic fail. nawala tuloy yung cool friendship.
now the question is: kelan ko ulit siya makaka encounter???
wala na ako masabi at this point, but i really want to write and write stuff about this person. bakit ba kasi ang bilis mag fall sa kanya. pakshet. GRR. but anyways, id like to share what this person texted me:
Third thank you. ikaw nagturo sakin ng lahat ng kailangan para makapagumpisa sa bagong buhay. seryoso. salamat third.
i dont know why or how, but this killed me. figuratively. namatay ako sa tuwa. hindi ko alam kung bakit ako yung nagturo sa kanya. dahil ba ito sa "mini" lecture ko about being a stage manager noong first day of rehearsals? dahil ba to sa text messages na puro kalandian na sinesend ko sa kanya HAHAHA? bakit kaya? but then, sana maging masaya nga siya sa bagong buhay na tinutukoy niya. ironically, hindi ko alam kung anong problema niya sa buhay. hindi naman siya nagkkwento sakin. but because of me stalking skills, may idea ako ng kaunti. just kept on reading his blog everytime nagpprocrastinate ako.
if ever he reads this, please be advised that i do like you. very much. and im looking forward to when we will meet again. if you recweek, then im so excited for recweek. but for now, im locking up my feelings. kumbaga sa plurk ng sinaunang panahon, iffreeze ko muna yung emotions ko para pagnakita ulit tayo, parang di nawala ang likeness ko for you. SHEEET HAHAHA.
cheers para sa mga umaasa! :)))
Sunday, May 15, 2011
best committee head!
HOSHIT! who would have imagined!?
(left to right: Mark, David, Third, Nico, Deli)*
Stage Management Committee: pinakamahirap na committee sa isang production for me! But I didn't imagine na mag-SM ako for this production! First of all, wala akong experience, not even one!, as a stage manager. First time ito!!! And I say, nakakapagod siya SOBRA. pero at the end of the day, iba pa rin ang feeling ng isang stage manager. sobrang fulfilling.
Gusto ko sanang gumawa pa ng isa pang entry para pagpasalamatan ang mga dapat pagpasalamatan! pero dahil related lang din naman to sa prod, might as well dito ko na rin gawin.
Unang-una, hindi ko inakala na hahantong kami sa isang Summer Production. First time itong mangyari ever since nagi akong member ng ENTA. Isang malaking challenge sa umpisa, pero siyempre excited pa rin ang lahat. Ang Pobreng Alindanaw at The Commonwealth of Virginia ay ang unang dula ng ENTA para sa season na ito (Bilog Tayo!) at isa itong fund raising para sa organisasyon.
Isa talagang big challenge ang pag-ako ko sa Stage Management, unang-una nga dahil first time ko ito. At pangalawa, hindi kami sanay sa isang summer production.
Bago ako magsulat ngayon dito, marami akong gustong sabihin pero ohshit nawawala na naman ako sa train if thought ko.
Alam kong mahirap maging isang SM, sabi na ito ng mga kilala kong naging SM Heads na at mga naging SM na. Sa loob-loob ko, aminado ako noon na SM Committee ang hinding-hindi ko papasukan. It's something na hindi ko talaga ma-imagine na ginagawa ko. But then again, hindi ko alam kung anong nangyari at tinanggap ko ang trabahong ito. Mas maraming stress kaysa ginhawa ang inabot ko sa buong panahon ng produksyon na ito. Ito rin ang kauna-unahang pagkakataong naiiyak ako sa pagod, sa stress, sa pressure. Pero sabi nga sa mga notes sa company call: 'nagwarm-up' lang siguro ako. Hindi ko talaga alam ang Stage Management pero pinasok ko siya. Siyempre, sa unang rehearsal, palpak agad ako. Hindi ako nakapaghanda ng mga working set pieces at napagalitan agad ako. Sa unang full tech dress run, napagalitan na naman ako kasi hindi naka-standby ang mga actors. Mga simpleng bagay na sa latter part, naayos ko rin--at naayos ko ng mabuti.
And through all these challenges, isama na natin ang time management, efficiency, etc, marami akong gustong pasalamatan na naging factor kung pano ko nalampasan ang challenge na 'to. Kahit hindi man ito mabasa, so what :))
Una, gusto ko pasalamatan ang tatlong non-ENTA SMs ko na sina Cabs, RJ at Mikee. Sobrang pasasalamat dahil nandyan sila parati, umiintindi at nakikinig sa mga utos ko. Bihira, o siguro nga ay first time, na magkaroon ng non-member na SMs sa produksyon. Nagpapasalamat ako dahil sa kanilang kagustuhang sumali, kahit hindi kailangan. Salamat din sa unawa, dahil alam kong alam nila na hindi ako sanay sa trabahong ito. Salamat dahil kahit mainit ang ulo ko, chill lang sila! ENTA na next school year!!!
Next, ang mga SMs na tumulong sa akin throughout the production: mga biglaan kong pinapatulong minutes before the show starts, at mga SMs na tumulong at certain instances. Sina Roj, Stacey, Pat, Ciara, Bea G., Polo, Eric, Aya at Debbie. Sobrang thank you!!!
Next, sa mga tech girls and boy na iniintindi ang mga kakulitan ko sa tech booth kahit super kailangan ng focus, sa mga oras na hinihingi ko na ang mic para sa announcements. Kay Ina, Bea Q., Timmy at Gian. Thank you!
Kay Direk Kalil, sa pag-intindi!
Kay Sir Jet, sa paggabay at pagpapaalala.
Marami pa akong gustong pasalamatan, pero ang mga taong nabanggit ko talaga ay ang mga taong tumulong sa akin sa oras na nababaliw na ako right before the show. HAHAHA.
SUPER THANK YOU.
*photo galing kay Ciara
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
rehearsals
just to look how far we've improved. patapos na syaaa. :( mamimiss ko SM boys ko... :|
What: Summer Prod 2011 rehearsals
Where: Gonzaga Exhibit Hall
What: Summer Prod 2011 rehearsals
Where: Gonzaga Exhibit Hall
stage and props committee at work :)
rehearsal proper.
can i just pahabol this fucking-shit-kilig moment i had this afternoon. i can't afford to tweet this, or wallpost this, or to tell this again to another person, dahil alam kong nagmumukha lang akong tanga, and feeling nila UMAASA ako nang sobra, PERO TANGINA, KILIG.
K.I.L.I.G.
I can't find any earthly reasons kung bakit niya ako sinakay sa kotse niya. I freaking don't know WHY.
PS: hindi ako makatype nang matino sa pagsusulat ng entry na ito can i just say because im dying of kilig. but still the question is until when. pakamatay naaaa. :)) sobrang sabaw lang eh. sabaw lang talaga ng nangyari kanina. this freaking made my day. THAT 4PM call made my day. SWEAR. So, to you, who called me -- why you so cute? :| HAHA BYE.
K.I.L.I.G.
I can't find any earthly reasons kung bakit niya ako sinakay sa kotse niya. I freaking don't know WHY.
PS: hindi ako makatype nang matino sa pagsusulat ng entry na ito can i just say because im dying of kilig. but still the question is until when. pakamatay naaaa. :)) sobrang sabaw lang eh. sabaw lang talaga ng nangyari kanina. this freaking made my day. THAT 4PM call made my day. SWEAR. So, to you, who called me -- why you so cute? :| HAHA BYE.
HHNNGGHH
Ok. Eto na magsusulat na ako ng blog. After a looong period of time, ito na yung moment na may adrenaline na ako to write one. It's my hardest summer semester yet. I swear, ito yung point na SOBRANG KULANG ang 24 hours in a day. Yung tipong putang-ina-uhm-matutulog-pa-po-ako?-so-pano-yun. Yun. Ganung feeling? But then again, hindi ko pinagsisisihang tanggapin ang mga trabahong tinanggap ko, all for this passion. At mas hindi ko ito pinagsisisihan dahil marami akong nakilalang bagong mga kaibigan.
For the past days, sobrang ito yung inaalala ko. What if 'di ko ginagawa yung mga trabaho ko ngayon. Siguro nagmumukmok ako sa iba pang mga kailangan kong gawin, tapos hindi ko iisipin na may mga pwede pa pala ako makilalang ibang tao. So I'm really grateful for these things. SOBRA.
But on the other hand, sobrang busy ko na talaga, puputok na yung utak ko. Kailangan ko ng matinding totoong inspiration, yung tipong, HHNNGGH <-- i gets nyo yan. :)) piling tao lang nakakaintindi nyan.
But I swear, to YOU, who I met, sobrang natutuwa ako sayo. Pero sa sobrang tuwa, hindi na siya healthy kasi parang nagugustuhan na kita. (ampota bat binablog ko to). pero seryoso. you're such a good person. ang gusto ko lang namang sabihin... ay... wag kang PAASA. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
PS: HHNNGGHH...
For the past days, sobrang ito yung inaalala ko. What if 'di ko ginagawa yung mga trabaho ko ngayon. Siguro nagmumukmok ako sa iba pang mga kailangan kong gawin, tapos hindi ko iisipin na may mga pwede pa pala ako makilalang ibang tao. So I'm really grateful for these things. SOBRA.
But on the other hand, sobrang busy ko na talaga, puputok na yung utak ko. Kailangan ko ng matinding totoong inspiration, yung tipong, HHNNGGH <-- i gets nyo yan. :)) piling tao lang nakakaintindi nyan.
But I swear, to YOU, who I met, sobrang natutuwa ako sayo. Pero sa sobrang tuwa, hindi na siya healthy kasi parang nagugustuhan na kita. (ampota bat binablog ko to). pero seryoso. you're such a good person. ang gusto ko lang namang sabihin... ay... wag kang PAASA. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
PS: HHNNGGHH...
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
theatrical immersion
or, the Script-hunting.
So happy that the "theatrical immersion" pushed through for finding scripts for production. though it was quite unsuccessful but we were able to find 1 full length play at the CCP library. :) also went to NCCA (national commission for the culture and the arts, if i am not mistaken) in Intramuros but found no plays. But since we were stucked at the Walled City, we figured out we can actually immerse ourselves culturally haha. spent the time looking at various places like Casa Manila and went through some shops. And... of course, went to the lovely Starbucks Intramuros with its tunnel-style architecture shiz and stuff haha.
First stop: CCP (Cultural Center of the Philippines) Library
The "immersion" started at the CCP Library. we arrived there around 12:30pm. apparently, it was a real library, unlike palanca office, where we can easily browse through their collections. Here, we really have to search electronically, or find plays through all their books mixed with poems, short stories, novels, newspaper archives (and I'm really amazed with their complete La Solidaridad collection!). After a couple of hours, we only got 1 play which "can" be related to Rizal.
Next stop: NCCA (National Commission for the Culture and Arts) Library in Intramuros
Sadly, we haven't found any. Almost all of their collections are for children/teens. And they really have a small collections of literature. But I tell you, their librarian is really accomodating, she even listed books for us to read, and personally got them from the shelves. How thoughtful!
Since we didn't really spend much of our time in Intramuros looking for scripts, might as well wander around this great walled city in Manila, known for its preserved Spanish feel. Jai lead us to this Casa Manila where, it was rumored, the once dormitory of Jose Rizal was located.
This theatrical/cultural immersion was fun! And I like this to be done again, especially for ENTAdirs! It's a good thing to know where we can actually get plays to be staged, and at the same time travel to places like these. One thing we observed, how come all librarians we encountered were so approachable and kind and accomodating. So sweet!
'Til next time Intramuros!
So happy that the "theatrical immersion" pushed through for finding scripts for production. though it was quite unsuccessful but we were able to find 1 full length play at the CCP library. :) also went to NCCA (national commission for the culture and the arts, if i am not mistaken) in Intramuros but found no plays. But since we were stucked at the Walled City, we figured out we can actually immerse ourselves culturally haha. spent the time looking at various places like Casa Manila and went through some shops. And... of course, went to the lovely Starbucks Intramuros with its tunnel-style architecture shiz and stuff haha.
First stop: CCP (Cultural Center of the Philippines) Library
The "immersion" started at the CCP Library. we arrived there around 12:30pm. apparently, it was a real library, unlike palanca office, where we can easily browse through their collections. Here, we really have to search electronically, or find plays through all their books mixed with poems, short stories, novels, newspaper archives (and I'm really amazed with their complete La Solidaridad collection!). After a couple of hours, we only got 1 play which "can" be related to Rizal.
Next stop: NCCA (National Commission for the Culture and Arts) Library in Intramuros
Sadly, we haven't found any. Almost all of their collections are for children/teens. And they really have a small collections of literature. But I tell you, their librarian is really accomodating, she even listed books for us to read, and personally got them from the shelves. How thoughtful!
Since we didn't really spend much of our time in Intramuros looking for scripts, might as well wander around this great walled city in Manila, known for its preserved Spanish feel. Jai lead us to this Casa Manila where, it was rumored, the once dormitory of Jose Rizal was located.
fountain at the middle of a quad in Casa Manila?
path to different parts of the place.
we also passed by this church. i think it's one of the major churches in Intramuros.
Palacio de General. we were assuming it was the house of the governor-general during Spanish rule hahaha.
this one is interesting! it's the statue of King Philip II, from which the name Philippines came! amazing, huh! (Bianca at lower right hahaha)
And of course, the wonderful Starbucks Intramuros, with its Spanish feel because of the tunnel foundation. still it's classy!
This theatrical/cultural immersion was fun! And I like this to be done again, especially for ENTAdirs! It's a good thing to know where we can actually get plays to be staged, and at the same time travel to places like these. One thing we observed, how come all librarians we encountered were so approachable and kind and accomodating. So sweet!
'Til next time Intramuros!
Monday, March 28, 2011
hardest semester yet!
Finally! The hardest semester to date is over. Frankly, this is one the most difficult times for me. I felt the stress of balancing my studies with org works. Let's see some of these events :)
Had my first directorship for ENTA's newbie production, Oyayi sa Gumuhong Lupa (December 2010) showcasing imahe|nasyon's (enta's writer's group) new works and new directors, and new actors for the school year. :)
Had my first assistant directorship for a major prod for ENTA's Bombita (January 2011)! I also acted for understudy roles of Tarona and Reporter!
And also, I ran for ENTA's executive board:
See how org events pretty sum up my second sem third year at Ateneo. :)) No wonder I got low grades. Haha, but then again, I'm always trying my best and having the fun of my college life! :)
Today, when my semester officially ends (read: Philo orals this morning done!), I hope to regain my 3.+ QPI for the next semesters. I promise to study hard, and balance it well with my acads, OK? :)
Had my first directorship for ENTA's newbie production, Oyayi sa Gumuhong Lupa (December 2010) showcasing imahe|nasyon's (enta's writer's group) new works and new directors, and new actors for the school year. :)
Oyayi sa Gumuhong Lupa poster
Had my first assistant directorship for a major prod for ENTA's Bombita (January 2011)! I also acted for understudy roles of Tarona and Reporter!
shots for portraits :)
a scene with me as Reporter :) gayest role to date haha
And also, I ran for ENTA's executive board:
ENTA Executive Board 2011-2012 with Sir Jet (moderator) at Seniors' Party 2011
See how org events pretty sum up my second sem third year at Ateneo. :)) No wonder I got low grades. Haha, but then again, I'm always trying my best and having the fun of my college life! :)
Today, when my semester officially ends (read: Philo orals this morning done!), I hope to regain my 3.+ QPI for the next semesters. I promise to study hard, and balance it well with my acads, OK? :)
Saturday, March 19, 2011
the hunt is on
last thursday, i went to carlos palanca office in taguig together with jai to find scripts that have potential to be the next production for entablado. unfortunately, we found only one script that is related to our theme. i hope that we can still find more scripts since there are only around 4 months left before the first sem production starts! i'm excited for the first sem production! :)
meanwhile, let's prepare ourselves for enta's summer production, presenting 2 amazing plays that have been staged already. soon this april!
meanwhile, let's prepare ourselves for enta's summer production, presenting 2 amazing plays that have been staged already. soon this april!
Friday, March 18, 2011
Misadventures!
And now, after months of not blogging, I'm again making another URL for documentary purposes! Please stand by.
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