surreal weekend (or, 8:30AM)

wala lang, trip ko lang yung word na surreal. paki mo ba. everytime i hear the word surreal, well recently lang talaga, i remember of Lady Gaga. she said in an interview na everytime she wakes up, she looks like a disaster queen or something like that kasi paggising niya raw ang gulo gulo ng buhok niya, tapos yung fake mole niya kung saan saan na nakasalpak sa mukha niya. pero hindi daw yun fake... surreal mole nya daw yun. so there it is.

but anyway, bakit surreal? why in the world. kasi sobrang weird ng feeling ko today. let's list down why.

first. it's been a week since the prod ended. and may i just say, isa lang talaga, HONESTLY, ang namimiss ko and i don't have to explain that (read: previous post). how can i say this? uhm, let's just say CHEERS-PARA-SA-MGA-UMAASA-PA-RIN. it's getting weird (and im liking it) that he texts me randomly at times. it's either he remembers me, or sadyang malandi lang talaga siya. but anyway, 8:30am is getting more special to me because he always texts at around 8:30am. well not always, twice that is. so makapal talaga mukha para sabihing special ang 8.30am kasi twice pa lang naman pala siyang nagtext ng 8.30am. okay, enough of 8.30am. basta ang point ng bullet number one ko ay: i fucking miss him. HAHAHA.

second. it's freaking exam week next week. so what do i expect, chill around??? no. i have to stick my butt on this friggin chair and friggin study 3 friggin subjects. it's worrying to imagine i dont get nervous right at this moment since i have three exams for the next 3 days. i should be panicking like .... @________@

third. it's the awesome DESIGN WORKSHOP. oo, awesome! awesomest! for the first in enta, may design workshop contest! ibang level na. di ko na mareach. may actual scale model talagang nagaganap. amazing. tapos ang point is, paramihan ng 'likes' sa facebook and whoever gets the highest number of likes, may prize!!!

fourth. my mother's birthday is tomorrow. and im not there at home. and i aint doing anything. so this means im feeling like a useless child right now. i feel sad. wala na akong magagawa.

fifth. so many org works. i cant focus. nalilito ako. sobrang dami. FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS!

sixth. watch TA's workshop. haha im tired to describe the workshop. basta maganda siya!

so bakit nga surreal!? kulit. ewan di ko talaga alam. masabi lang yung word. mapalalim lang ang depth ng post na ito. basta my point is: hindi ko alam kung anong dapat kong unang isipin among these bullet points. nalilito na ako sa mga bagay bagay. but anyways--cheers pa rin para sa mga umaasa!

p.s. actually, post lang naman ito ulit tungkol sa kanya. naglagay lang ako ng filler stories, para hindi halata na asang-asa ako nang sobra BWAHAHAHA. again, cheers para sa mga umaasa.