Maybe, it all starts with insecurities. I
have been reflecting by myself ever since my last blog entry. Oo, sa utak ko
lang; pag mag-isa lang ako; pag nakatunganga ako; pag nagsspace out ako. Never
really wanted to talk about it with anybody dahil magmumukha na naman ako
engot. So, I just compile my thoughts and try to organize it. And voila, I have
concluded it starts with insecurities.
Wala akong nagagawang improvements sa sarili
ko dahil masyado ako walang tiwala sa sarili ko. Siguro, it is rooted with the
way I grew up with my family. Everytime I do something, most of time I always
get reprimanded. That’s why as I was growing up, I have resorted to keep my
thoughts on my own. And unsurprisingly, it still is evident today. Kaya siguro
mahina ang loob ko. Hindi ko mapanindigan ang mga bagay-bagay. Walang
confidence. May pag-aalinlangan. And I hate it.
Yun lang. I just want to say that it’s all
about my insecurities. Kaya hindi ako makausad sa buhay-buhay.
PS: I have been very straight to the point
now kasi sobrang awkward mag-blog sa computer lab! BV.
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