NOTHING is worse than a NO. That can be the most proper statement I can say If I am going to talk about learning what life is all about. Fine, I failed. Fine, I have perfected something. Fine, I got low marks. Fine, I got high marks. Fine, someone commended me. Fine, I was criticized. Fine, they really like what I did. But, one thing I learned, and I'm pretty much sure it is the hardest part, is to get nothing.
So correct me if I'm wrong. Correct me if I am supposed to wait. Because what I see right now is something that makes me judge myself, makes me think that I am a real waste here. It makes me think na ako na naman ang patapon, isinisiksik ang sarili ko sa mga bagay-bagay. Nothing is worse than a No.
Don't think of this as something being demanded. Medyo nakaka-mindfuck lang. Hindi ako ginagamit lang at iiwan lang basta. Mindfuck legit. And it saddens me for real. :( I need enlightenment.
PS: Sobrang pointless ng previous blog posts ko because of this though. :(
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