Getting there

Almost 2 weeks of rehearsals, and ang masasabi ko lang, sobrang iba pa rin talaga pag alam mong gusto mo yung ginagawa mo kahit pagod ka na. Literally, you're tired, pero kasi di mo na nararamdaman kung pagod ka na kasi what really mattered at that moment was the feeling that what you were doing was what you really wanted to do. I always said back then that I would never ever direct again after Oyayi. Sobrang stressful. Di ko kinaya dahil mahirap kapag director nga naman, mahirap na iisipin mo lahat. Ikaw ang nakakaalam ng lahat, kung anong vision mo, anong patutunguhan ng dulang yon, kung anong gusto mong iparating. Nastress ako emotionally, physically, artistically. I accepted this offer, kasi sabi ko, gusto kong maalog yung utak ko. Gusto ko pang matuto--makaranas ng something more outside my comfort zone. And now na halos nasa 1/4 na nag production ang nagagawa namin, I can say I am having fun right now. Mabuti naman :)

Screenshots from RJ's videos for his thesis hehe.