Tuesday, August 20, 2013

Eerie dream

Kakagising ko lang sa isang pagtulog. Kanina pa ako tulog nang tulog, pagkatapos na magising ng saglit, mag-iinternet muna tapos aantukin na naman, tapos makakatulog na naman. Never gets old kapag walang magawa sa apartment. But then this time, tengga mode kasi suspended ang classes because of typhoon Maring. Wala talaga akong magawa except pakinggan ang patak ng ulan, panoorin ang bagong video ni Lady Gaga na Applause at tumutok sa electric fan na tanging appliance na nakabukas dahil nagmahal ang kuryente namin.

At anong nag-udyok saking magsulat ngayong kagigising ko lang?... Dahil na naman sa isang panaginip na hindi ko lubusang maisip kung bakit naiisip ko ang mga ganoong panaginip. Naka-stress.

Bago ako matulog, nanonood lang ako ng isang documentary sa Youtube na The Boy With Divine Powers. Kung ano-ano na talaga ang napapanood ko kasi wala na akong ibang magawa (maliban sa pag-aral dapat). Dahil mahigit 40 mins. ang video na 'to, inantok na ako. I paused the video at exactly 22 mins and 3 secs, and then natulog na ako. My weird dream starts...

Nasa isang shanty place kami somewhere, you know, the usual market place na nakikita mo sa streets ng India in some movies. I know it was there kasi the people are wearing their usual burqas and the complexion of the people suggests na Indian itong mga nakikita ko. I was supposedly with my sister and we'd buy things I can't remember really. We were riding the so-called pedicab and a girl/kid beggar was asking us for something. Since I didn't give any attention, kumapit lang ako sa sister ko. (blurry dream part here) After buying stuff which I still don't know, minamadali ko yung kapatid ko na sumakay sa same pedicab on the same street. I hurried to the vehicle. Tapos pagtingin ko, wala na yung Ate ko. Hinanap ko sya sa paligid. I had this weird scared feeling kasi baka nga maabutan kami nung beggar na, I had a gut, was a supernatural being. After seconds of looking for my sister, nakita ko na siya tumatakbo sa shanty street. But she was morphed into a beggar also na may magulong hair and madungis na. Tumatakbo siya na parang baliw and was running along the street away from me up to some far place I don't know. I was really creepy. Pinaalis ko na 'yung pedicab.

(blurry parts here) I climb down the pedicab and I just really felt I had to ride this jeepney to some rural and isolated area. Sumakay ako sa jeep and pagsakay ko, may tatlong nakasakay: the driver (old male), a woman I can't see beside him, and an old medyo-fat woman sa likod ng jeep na seems to be blind because she was looking on the horizon. (blurry parts here) I asked them where is this particular place I plan to go, but they can't answer I think. After arriving at my destination, still a bit of a shanty/barriotic place, narealize ko na dun din sila nakatira.

I entered a house, but this time, parang hindi bagay yung bahay sa village na yun kasi maayos siya, nicely painted with clear division of houses. I remember it was full of color orange (kahit sabi B&W lang ang mga panaginip). There I saw Toneng (!?), nakatira sya dun and he entertained me to be at home and remove my shoes. I then removed it, I remembered having 2 sets of socks that I wore. Isang mahabang mahaba, plus isang ankle-length. I remembered both being stripes and both have a pink accent at the top.

(blurry parts) I then used the bathroom, and remembered Toneng studying something on his bed, while I was about to use the CR. (blurry parts) basta I used their CR. After going out, naging si Will si Toneng (!?) And it was time to go home na ata. And he instructed me to put on my socks and shoes again... Then I finally woke up.

Some of the highlights of my dream that I find eerie:
  1. my sister screaming and shouting along the street in a beggar look
  2. a creepy old fat lady in dirty clothes inside a jeepney, and I remember we had this eerie conversation something about supernatural and spiritual things
  3. that shanty village that feels creepy and strange

Nakakastress! Right after I woke up, bigla na lang nahulog yung calendar na nakadikit sa wall. Sobrang hindi ko kinaya yung gulat--after watching The Conjuring the other day plus watching a documentary about a special boy in Nepal.

PS: I hope everyone's safe in this rainy day!

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