First Storytelling!

Went to Jamayka Compound at Tandang Sora, QC. Had our Time for Creation project for Theo under Fr. Georg. We had storytelling for our project. Sobrang saya! We did not expect it to be this fun and challenging and sort of successful! The night before, sobrang hindi ko alam kung paano ko mapupull off ang isang story telling since I've never done it before. But then nakaraos naman! Kahit at the middle of the story halos wala nang nakikinig sakin, push lang! Saya lang we did it only once, may nagtanong pang bata kung kelan kami babalik :(

Congrats to
Ana for illustrating the book
Vix for writing the story
and for me haha I did most of the storytelling
pictures c/o Ana

story telling in action! 

with the children of Jamayka Compound

Convenience

First time ko maligo twice in a day after a long time. After watching the Grey's Season 10 premiere, naisipan ko lang maligo kasi iniiwasan ko talaga yung gagawin ko. Ahehehe.

Gusto ko magblog kasi madami na namang tumatakbo sa isip ko. And the only place I can say this ay dito.

Nagiging impatient na ako. Too much thoughts piling up.

Minsan, hindi ako ang dapat mag-initiate for a conversation.

Baka all along, mali ako.

Kailangang pag-usapan.

Convenience guy. That's what they say.

Calm before the storm not

Rage. Ito ang naramdaman ko nang saglit ngayong araw. Nagising ako ng 5:30am as usual, parati naman akong nauuna kaysa sa alarm clock ng cellphone ko. Pero nang magising na ako, pumikit muna ako nang matagal, baka sakaling magmukhang matagal na oras pa akong natutulog ng kunwari, para mawala yung pakiramdam na 'wala ka nang oras kaya bumangon ka na'. Pagmulat ng mga mata ko, 6:30 na. Bumangon at naligo sa malamig na umaga. After going out of the bathroom, I knew I would be a having a very, very, very, very long day. Had class first thing in the morning. 8:30am class pero super aga akong dumating sa classroom. After class, I went to Jollibee to meet my thesis partner. Then, went to our thesis adviser. Had another class at 1:30pm. Project consultation at 3:30pm. Thesis again at 4:30pm. Then went straight home around 5:30pm. It was one helluva tiring day. Nakakaiyak deep inside. Rage.

Mejo nag-rage ako internally. Kasi sobrang dami na ng ginagawa. Nakakaiyak talaga. As in there were times today that I wanna fight with someone kasi sobrang slacker niya, that I had to shout at someone kasi sobrang freeloader niya. But I maintained my perky self and tried to be as calm as I could be. Grace under pressure. Sobrang crucial ng coming days kasi last weeks na to ng college life ko--supposedly. I don't wanna be a mess. Pero why, in this world, kung kelan sobrang inspired ka na and push na push ka na sa mga gagawin mo, then suddenly people around you won't cooperate? Oh well.

I had to instantly go home after this very tiring day. I need my safe place, my apartment, with aircon turned on. I need to eat and relax. But most of all, I need to think of this particular person that makes me feel relax instantly. My inspiration for the past few months. Salamat dahil after having a row 2 days ago, ok na ulit. And first time ko na naman kiligin after a while. Salamat at nandiyan siya kahit virtually lang muna.

I won't snap. Not now.

Let his not be the calm before the storm. Please Lord. Let me do this for the last time. Pero kung di kaya, bahala na. Hays.

Now back to procrastination ahaha.